so much have happened these few days.
so much, yet i dont know what to say.

competition's in a month.
and am still as fat and clumsy as ever.
arms still as flabby.

prelims are in, two months.
studystudystudy.

sigh sigh.

i wish there are somethings which wldnt stop me.

the last time, the now.
the same issue but different thoughts and feelings.
have i changed?

i think i'm really mad.
like can still laugh and laugh
even though nt really happy?

and i feel that i'm a very influenced person.
like even if i'm unhappy,
the ppl ard me are happy,
i'll be happy too.

hmm.

what to do,
i'm the happiest person.

self denial.

Haha.


jiam//* Heyyy. we must train hard for nats k? and, no more singing That Songggg! you know what i mean. -winks.

jiahui//* hellohello! (: thanks for always being there and listening. -beams.

jan//* Hello! i bet you miss me. wahahaha. anw, i'm a happy girl. (: takecare too.

porcupine//* yes la, porcupines(the real ones) are cute. so spikey and pokey. Yay. see you soon. (:

eunice//* see you in church soon! takecare (:

cheryl//* heyhey, Spideyman!! -winkssss.

stranger//* hellohello. how coincidental. you want to leave your name or smth? heh. (:

konglam//* heyyy president of chest club. (:

sarahh//* Hellooo (:

pris//* yeah la, things are alright with her now, but. Yeah. dunno if it'll happen again? anw, HAPPY NEW YEAR (: